can i rant for like 2 minutes?

The more and more I use this website, I hate my art. Some people just have that edge and I feel like I don't have even have a blunt side, let alone an edge. Is it that people are just flat out better than me? I 100% understand there are amazing photographers out there but..i feel like all of my art just down right sucks. I keep trying new things and nothing catching on..nothing is standing out. I need models, I need real photo shoots, with objectives and lighting and emotion..because right now..this is going nowhere. Don't be surprised if I (Helena) drops off the end of the earth for a while. I'm having an art slump. major art slump. Ill be cleaning out my gallery a bit. theres lots of useless junk in there, sorry if i delete a favorite..

Thanks for listening to my rant.

anyway!
for the better things.

I MET JOHNNY CRAIG OF EMAROSA! super awesome ginger. that night was amazing.
Ive been sick recently and finally getting better.
Mah boyfriend got his license. super fuun!hopefully we can drive to cooler locations or go buy fun things to wear at the mall for photo shoots. hahaha whee! Maybe things will look up for my art, but right now, its pretty slow. sorry.